Growing apart

Growing apart. One of the worst feelings ever. Lately I’ve had the feeling that I’ve been growing apart from someone very close to me. We use to tell each other everything we were like the best of friends so close, nothing came between us..no judgement only kindness and support. Things recently changed in her life and the friendship we had has never been the same since. Its not her fault, or anyone elses for that matter, she has bigger and more important priorities now and i look up to her so much for it all, she doesn’t need to put up with all my crap. and its because of this that I feel like we are becoming strangers even though we talk everyday.. but not like we use too.. I feel lost and scared. I’m becoming a stranger to her as much as she is to me.. I don’t feel like I can talk to her about things like I use to.. She’s got so much going on in her life I don’t want her to worry about me..I’ve known her all my life she’s always been there for me as I have for her. She is my role model. I look up to her because she is such a strong person. She is my best friend and my mother and I miss her!